Struggling with Mother in Law
I appreciate this post so much and can relate. 2 years ago I was having my 4th child my in-laws traveled to come see us at the hospital but had some kind of mental breakdown and after about 9.5 hours of getting lost (it was only 20 minutes from the house) they got in a car accident resulting in no injuries, and a month later my father in law passed suddenly in his sleep.
My 67-year-old mother in law was traumatized after finding him, we offered to have her come stay with us for a little bit, she did for about a week and then she went home. About 5 days later she was calling worried about hearing noises and seeing lights around her house, we made a trip to install some sensor lights.
She was very emotional so I asked if she wanted to come stay a bit longer seeing as she clearly wasn't interested in being alone yet (also she wouldn't drive due to the car accident) She was thrilled and I felt great that we could help, and about 15 mins later her sister came over and she announced that she was selling her home and moving in with us.
I felt so trapped and didn't know how to say no, honestly I thought she would change her mind, I had just had a baby for heavens sake! My husband has one brother and he and his wife were not happy she wanted to live with us, but she wouldn't consider living with them.
Anyway we decided to just roll with it, thinking she would change her mind, about 2 weeks later I found out I was pregnant again (I consoled my husband too much lol) so baby 5 on the way, mother in law moving in, I need to clean out her home and sell it, and in turn move from my current home and get a bigger one.
I honestly felt good about it all. How could I tell her she couldn't live with us? She raised my husband and to reject her felt cruel.
She didn't change her mind. It has been 2 years now,
she still won't drive-so when we go anywhere I have to sit in the back and she takes the front seat, she is very overweight and cannot sit between a 1 and 2-year-olds in car seats. Now we have a new development of the smells...
I think she has been having accidents urine and diarrhea and she leaves this foul sticky sap-like residue on the toilet seat, it makes me want to vomit.
We have found soiled underwear left in the sink of the main bathroom, I try really hard not to call her out or make her feel bad, but seriously I have children using that bathroom. I want to ship her off as much as possible, she won't stay at my Brother in laws home for more than 2 days at a time and seems to want to be here more and more, I feel so guilty about wanting her gone.
I just want to be focused on my kids and husband, and the kicker is that I always have people tell me how wonderful she is and how lucky I am to have extra help with my kids, but she can't help me; she broke both arms a couple years ago and can't lift my babies and due to her size she can't bend over.
She won't cook or even make her own plate, I am tired of sitting in the back of the car, and the SMELLS!!! She showers every day, and can do her laundry, and can handle personal hygiene but either her nose doesn't work or she doesn't care.
I am cleaning all the time to eradicate the smell.
My husband is very supportive of my feelings but isn't comfortable talking to her about smells and Hygiene.
I feel so angry she is here now. Can't she tell that its too much? She has other options but just won't act on them. I am in my 30's and my oldest is 8, I am feeling overwhelmed and dread even hearing her voice.
What do I do? How do I get over this and not resent her for encroaching in my home? Sorry for the long rant! :(