SIck and Tired of Being The Parent Instead of The Child
My mom is now completely bed ridden and invalid and it's getting harder to deal with by the day.I am sick and tired of her bothering me every five ****ing minutes about something. She has always had health problems my whole life which is why I am so fed up with this. She didn't get much worse until about ten years ago. She has a muscle disease similar to MS where the muscles deteriorate over time.
She is now in the diaper stage and often acts like she is 3 years old. It really is true that parents as they get older resort back to acting like a child. I'm just extremely frustrated, angry, and resentful because I never get a break from it.
It has always been ME worrying about my parents and taking care of them. It would be nice if someone cared about me and wanted to take care of me for once.
My mother needs to be in a nursing home but she refuses and I know if I got her in one, she would probably give up completely.
I hate to say this as I love my mom but frankly she is nothing but a burden to me at this point and I long for the day that I don't have to put up with this **** anymore.