I am the oldest of 3 siblings followed by 2 sisters. In 2012, I was facing a financial crisis and decided to move into my mother's home since she was a widow and needed a man to do upkeep repairs and lawn care.
Fast forward 8 years to 2020 and after deciding to stay here 5 yrs ago was when mom was diagnosed with Dementia.
I couldn't leave her here alone and that's where the most disturbing things started happening that directly affected me, my personal life, and the start of anger towards my sisters.
They have caused me so much drama, so much workload put on me and I really can't explain the hostile behavior and ongoing atmosphere of the way I've been done wrong and I cannot take it anymore!
I am so stressed and really miserable, especially worse after a near fatal head on crash exactly 1 year ago this month when a kid hit me.
I was broke up severely, putting me in a wheelchair, home Healthcare nur@es visiting home. Today, I am still trying to get well but my ankle stays swollen with acute pain yet while they have a life and I always have to work with them and their willingness to get mom so I can even sleep in on my off days.
Its been so bad that I just announced that I will not be here much longer bc I have had to not just care for mom but additional self care. I have all but begged for them to please help me more.
They could care less about me and I'm sick of the games especially 1 sister who doesn't work and yet she is constantly using her old excuse of sick, migraine, diarrhea you name it she gets it.
I don't know how to describe this long term TOXIC nightmare of heartbreaking watching mom go down like this and reality that I finally see what I have suspected of my siblings they only care about their own lives and have no real love for their brother.
I am lied to, talked about, had the most vulgar words said about me and to me over the phone. Did I mention that the baby sister is the POA? She sits up there like a Queen barking orders like an idiot and teams up with other sibling against me.
What is so very wrong with asking and asking for f2f talks and stop telling me what I need to do.
If you guys only knew just how much I have journaled all of the tyrant style towards me only bc they know I will not get physical with them. Please help I am walking straight out this door fast as I get a small place.
Sincerely exhausted, Forgive the lengthy note.