Mother in Law
My mother in law never cared for me. There have been times she has been purposely mean to me but never in front of my husband. My husband always thinks I'm paranoid.
Needless to say he's a mama's boy. His dad left his mom and she ate her self to 500 pounds. She is bed ridden and can't get up. She won't do anything to help herself and when she's mad she refuses to eat or take her medications.
She refuses to go in a bed pan so she pees and poops herself and I have to clean her up. My husband doesn't help and I had to leave my job which I loved and I have no time for my kids who have turned mad at me because I'm not there for them.
My daughter gave up her room and sleeps on the couch and my mother in law refuses to turn the TV down so anyone can get some sleep. I'm also a Christian and feel like I'm a failure shouldn't a Christian be happy to serve and shouldn't harbor these feelings.
It's been hard for me to come to God because I'm so angry and feeling guilty. I'm even thinking of leaving my husband.