Miserable, Angry and Full of Resentment
(Coconut Creek, FL)
I didn't want this responsibility - it fell into my lap. My other siblings are inconsiderate, uninvolved and enjoying their lives and freedom.
My freedoms are gone. I want my Mother to live, and I want someone else to have the responsibility of her care. My curfew of 7:30 pm every night infuriates me. I can't believe I got myself into this mess. Besides, my attitude sucks and I'm very angry with God.
I hate care giving. I have no interest in it at all. I have no nursing skills or desires to be a nurse. I'm still young enough to have a social life of sorts. But I'll pitifully dry up taking care of my Mother. I think I'll tell my sister I'm done - it's her turn. I'm not retired - she is. That's it, I'm done. Jill