Making the Right Choice.
Being chosen is your opportunity to become rich 'within'. This is your chance to do the right thing for someone else while you also answer the call to your higher-self. Your life becomes purer and simpler for you, but only when you jump in with both feet. It's much harder when you're trying to keep two very different worlds together, in the same place - in you.
You know its your call, when you are needed and there is no one else standing in line - nobody wants it. But you can't let that need go unmet - you can't justify it within yourself.
Although I didn't realize it then, I do now. There is a unique provision available - but not visible at the time - to those who are 'the chosen one'. But it only manifest when you are on the path of choice which clearly expresses you as a 'giver', somehow channels open up to help you to do 'that' for that other person.
In twelve years my brother gave me $20 to help care for our mother... I'll double it for safety's sake, say $40 - I didn't ask him for it but I almost begged. Today, I realize that it doesn't matter what he thinks/does. I love him, but I realize he does not care! Thank God I didn't need him like I thought.
RULE#3 The people who don't care, you probably don't need! (To help you get it done I mean) Regardless of who they are or what you think they should be doing. You'll figure it out soon enough. Expectations wrongly placed will usually disappoint. Forgive and let it go! They have made their choice and you have made yours, that's all to it, as far as you are concerned.
I've noticed that if you focus on allowing yourself to grow and learn and love by being faithful to that 'call to service' which is shaping you, one day you will look up and see something uniquely beautiful that is 'you', nothing can make you happier.