I want out RIGHT NOW !
Caregiver: Lower than a DOG. This predicament makes me question my belief in a benevolent and loving God. If there truly is a God, it is very obvious that this “God” has sided against me. I want to fall asleep and never wake up again. I don’t have a life anyway so it really doesn’t matter.
My life is just for others to use and throw away so, it. My only fear now is ending up in a place with a life that is a million times worse that the one I’m stuck in now. If it wasn’t for this irrational fear, I’d be gone a long time ago.