I am So Afraid
I am so afraid my mom will outlive me. I have diabetes and CKD and the stress of caring for her is taking it's toll on me. I'm afraid I'll never have a normal life or have time to spend with just my husband. I feel desperate.
She is almost 85 years old and still in relatively good health, better than mine in fact.
It's so unfair that this has fallen on my shoulders. I have 3 siblings who do nothing to help. No matter how much I tell them this, they say things like "you'll be sorry when mom is gone".
Well, no I don't think so.
They make me so angry. I am letting them go.
I feel like I'm about to have a meltdown. I just don't know what to do.