I am a Little Jealous
This doesn't sound nice to say but my friend's mother passed away and for a brief instant, I was jealous. It's not that I wanted the lady to die or for my friend to lose her mother, but I was jealous because she is now free from the burden of care taking.
My mom is thriving under my care while my health is declining. There's something wrong with that.
She is sucking the life out of me and I wonder if I'll even survive this ordeal.
Having her live with us is nothing short of a nightmare.
I wish I didn't have to be a caretaker any more.