The eldest of 6 children, geriatric nurse for 30 years,currently caregiver for my mother (living in my home with my husband and I),responsible for my father (living in senior apt out of state). Found this site during a teary Sunday morning, it’s never enough is it?
Siblings text or call every so often,very concerned of course, Doctors call with instructions and demands while Mom frequently tells you she would handle this or that differently.
You try not to express these thoughts to anyone for fear they will judge you negatively, which they often do.
But I say again, Guilty,why?