Disgusted with My Mother
I'm sad for my mom, but in her present state, but have no other option but nursing home for her. (She just called me: asking me if I'm just going to let her die there).
Implying that I haven't done enough,(but I was there today & cleaned her puke & feces up, cuz the aides were busy).
I'm disgusted with my mother, since I was wondering today if I should try to bring her to my home. (Now I know it would be a thankless waste of my life). She is a horrible woman. God forgive me.