How is it that a 98 year old dying person is able to suck out every bit of life energy from me. I am 30 years younger. I completely and successfully manage and organize my life daily. But when I walk into that bedroom its like getting sucked into a negative vortex. She has no energy and yet hers manages to override mine.
She lays in that bed like an energy magnet. Try as I might, and I’ve been trying for 8 years, I just can’t find the strength to do this without being drained. The only way I am ever going to find relief is when she is gone.