Becoming an Angry & Bitter Person
I'm 23 years old I take care of my grandmother that's 60 she's bedridden and overweight I've been doing it almost a year now.
I really don't mind but its turning me into a hateful bitter person as none of her kids or other grand kids help out. They're free to live their lives and I'm stuck in the house 24/7.
It's sad if she really tries she could be independent again. She's not paralyzed or anything but she's always in pain and I think it's because she doesn't use her muscles at all and I also believe she likes to be waited on hand and foot.
This is pure hell as I love her to death. She raised me and I've been with her since I was two weeks old. I wouldn't trade her for the world.
I just want her to lose weight and be independent again so I can live my life. Some days I feel like ending my life but I know she needs me. Please help me...